Friday, April 2, 2010
Daddy..
So it has taken me a little while to be able to write this blog.. March 24th was the 2 year mark for my daddy.. everyone says it gets easier as time goes by.. wow was everyone WRONG.. this year was so hard for me.. why i am not sure but it was worse than last year.. i pray they continue to get worse.. i miss my daddy so much.. i know he watches over us daily but it is not like having him here to hug.. i miss those daddy hugs.. there is nothing in the world like a daddy's love.. i am so blessed to have had a daddy that loved sissy and i so much.. he was the best daddy in the world.. i never once remember him or mommy missing any kind of event that sissy or i was in.. i pray that i am as good of a parent as they both are.. i hate the fact that my babies will not have my daddy to grow up around.. i know he would have been the perfect granddaddy.. i love my memories i have of my daddy and have just recently started writing them all down so i will never forget any of them..
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Little sister, I don't believe it gets easier, but I do believe that you will get stronger. Continue to write those memories down. What a precious gift for your children to one day think of him as he truly was. I love you.
ReplyDeleteYou are absolutely right, sweet cousin. I doubt the years get any easier. And you're right - I don't think your dad ever missed a single event in yours and Monica's life. He was there for everything. And sweet pea - even though his body won't be there on your beautiful wedding day, just know that his spirit will be. He loved you and Monica more than you will EVER know; one day, you and Tyler will truly understand the love that your dad has for you.
ReplyDeleteI love you so much!
Kas