Daddy..

So it has taken me a little while to be able to write this blog.. March 24th was the 2 year mark for my daddy.. everyone says it gets easier as time goes by.. wow was everyone WRONG.. this year was so hard for me.. why i am not sure but it was worse than last year.. i pray they continue to get worse.. i miss my daddy so much.. i know he watches over us daily but it is not like having him here to hug.. i miss those daddy hugs.. there is nothing in the world like a daddy's love.. i am so blessed to have had a daddy that loved sissy and i so much.. he was the best daddy in the world.. i never once remember him or mommy missing any kind of event that sissy or i was in.. i pray that i am as good of a parent as they both are.. i hate the fact that my babies will not have my daddy to grow up around.. i know he would have been the perfect granddaddy.. i love my memories i have of my daddy and have just recently started writing them all down so i will never forget any of them..

Wedding Planning..

So i have been very busy and haven't updated in a while.. This wedding planning is hard stuff.. or it could just be that i am so picky..but it is my day..right?? i am enjoying it very much though..i will only have one chance to do it so i will make the best of it.. We are getting married at United First Methodist Church in Anniston.. wow what a BEAUTIFUL church.. my dream was to always get married in an old cathedral.. well this is the closest i could come.. i am absolutely in love with this church.. i knew right when i walked in the doors it would be where i got married.. we are haveing our reception at the Anniston Meeting Center.. i originally didn't want to have it there because it is just a big ugly room.. but after doing a lot of brain storming i decided to call and see if it was available.. luckily it was.. at a great price.. yes there will have to be a lot of decorating done for it to look the way i want it to look but i have been blessed with so many very talented people in my life..i know my day will be perfect.. i am getting very anxious now that it is less than six months away.. i am ready for it to be here but don't want it to ever end..hopefully i will have more time later to update some more.. now off to more planning and brain storming!!