My First Blog..

So today is my first day on this site and it is the first day of the new year.. The year of 2008 was by far the worst year of my life.. as most know my daddy died from lung cancer on March 24th. I am looking for a much better year this year. I am still going through some very tough times but hopefully things will start looking up soon. I never realized how much one person could hurt after going through this. People always say things get easier over time but i still have not come to believe that. My family and I made it through Christmas so i guess we can make it through everything else. I know God will help me through everyday but as a human i can't help but to question him. Although God has blessed me with an amazing family, my mother is my rock, she is who i lean on when i can't stand tall.. my sister is my best friend, she is my backbone, she gives me the best advice i can ask for and is always honest. And then there is this GREAT guy in my life, Tyler is everything i could ever want in a guy, He is the most caring person i know. I love the thought of him being the father of my child one day. And with him come the most loving and welcoming family i have ever been around. I have the most amazing people in my life, but my hero. In closing I hope everyone has a great year. I love you guys!